2 years ago today we found out I had a mass in my leg. Fast forward through $1,500,000 in total charges, over 1 year on disability, 128 days in-patient, 31 units of blood, and 9 surgeries and here I am.
The thing with cancer is that the “war” is never over. You just go from one “battle” to the next. Surgery. Chemo. Amputation. Infertility. Anxiety. The list goes on. You’re never truly past cancer.
It’s a good thing that we can’t go into the past and change things… I’d do it in a heart beat if I could. I want two legs. I want that time back. I want to have an ache or a pain and not wonder if it’s more.
Thankfully, Gods plan is perfect. Even when it’s not what we want. Even when it’s the exact opposite of what we want. You never know where you’re going to be two years from now so take the time that you have to enjoy what you have. It can all change and be taken away in a flash.